i haven't posted here in fucking ages.

today, a friend and co-worker died in a single car rollover.

tomorrow's thanksgiving.

tonight, i'm all alone in a friend's house, taking care of dogs. listening to depressing music.

one year ago today, i was spending time with the most beautiful person on the planet. who knew that a month later she'd be gone from my life. not me. i didn't think it'd happen. i miss her. i love being alone, but i hate being ALONE.

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